In less than a month, I will be signing the Certificate of Marriage... on my 23rd Birthday!

Excited yet scared! Happy yet worry!
So much Mixed emotion!...

Marriage is a big decision indeed...To tie myself to one and only guy...
It's irony cos I never thought I will ever get married or at least not before the age of 25.
In fact, I used to have a computerized dictionary "WU DI" which is able to predict the age of one's marriage. At the age of 16, my friends urged me to try typing in my birth year and stuff... guess what?! The dictionary predicted that I will only get married at 36!!! :(
Well, since then My friends had been teasing me with it....kekeke
Yea, that stupid WU DI had made me a laughing stock whenever my friends brought up the topic of marriage...
funny how Time passes so fast...
..that happened 6 years ago..

Anyway, I will be holding my chinese customary wedding about 2 years down the road
--> meaning that I will still be able to stick to my parents, YEAH!
BUt somehow I feel that I have took a step into the real adult world, a physical step away from my mummy and papa..
A step to a place where someday I will have to start a family of my own... no more depending on the allowance given by mummy and papa....
(Yeah I am a spoilt child, I dun work during holidays..just put out my hands and I will get what I wan..)

No, I dun wan to depart from my family. I would wan to stay with them til i get old...But No way! this is not what's going to happen in real life... cos someone in the family, be it my sis, bro or me would have to leave mummy and papa's side....and so let me be the first!

Hmm... have been asking myself if I will ever be coming back to my current house and stay once I moved in with Kok kok?
My sis cant wait to shooh me out of the room cos she is so eager to have the room for herself... :P
BUT I told mummy to leave a bed for me so that I can come once in a while...keke..yeah i am that sticky!

so the next question is : how many stuff should I bring to my new house before my chinese customary wedding???
My dad said," just bring all your books to your new house and u remain here...and also not forgetting the 3 dogs.."
Kekeke... papa hated my books and notes cos it's all over the place.. hahaha
Well, Seems like nobody in the family likes the dogs except myself...

Side track: I treat my dogs like human.. I always talk to them ... so much so that I am sure Passerby will think that i am crazy!

But my house is not that big to accomodate the 3 dogs and kok kok will probably faint if i bring them along... so better leave them here... another reason for me to come back always ...

Anyway, My next phase of life is not alone. However fearful I am to the adult world, I know that I have kok kok by my side ... and for that I am willing to explore it with him to create our own happiness...

BUT no matter what I LOVE MY FAMILY !!!! :)