Hello my friends, yeah about driving, it was fun but abit scary to go to road cos u have to interact with all the experience drivers hehehe abit pa pa u know.... anyway i am feeling much much better than how i felt on Tuesday...
He came over my house after Tuesday exam and stayed in my house for 3 days. it was really nice having him accompanying me, in fact i love it... i mean i really like him beside me all the time but obviously these moments dun always last that long but i really treasure those happy moments and sweet memories that we had... i dunno if he felt the same way too..
u know i got a friend named Klink, he was like an love advisor for me. He got a gf too and i felt comfortable talking to him about me and him. He always told me all those very very chim phrases. He is a Hong Konger so his chinese is damn pro.. He is 21 or 22 this year so he is very mature in terms of relationship but ya know he can be really lazy when comes to study hehe... Well but the hard thing for me is that my guy dun like me talking to him. I know how much he felt perhaps as much as how i felt when i saw him looking at the pretty gal i mentioned last time but i dun wan to hide anything from him u know. So i tried very hard not to talk to Klink and the other time he called me and asked about studies and guess what, we chatted for about 2.5 hours... kinda long but time seems to pass quite fast. I found out that guys r simple yet complicated creature... it's like very different from women's thinking... very weird indeed. He really open my scope of MeN's mind u know. hmm.... But overall, well, let me summarise, men r just too stupid and ignorant to catch and slightest hints so u gotta tell them straight what u wan otherwise they would not even bother to think and the worst is that they will do the opposite of what u actually wan... of cos this doesnt applied to all men, but i can say it applied to most of them...hehehe....
Hey but please think about it, what's the use of having a guy who u have to tell him what thing u wan and what u dun wan... come on it's really silly, it's like " r u a robot or what?" hmm... but hey my guy is like that and the screwy thing is i like him so much so much... sometimes i just couldnt stand it u know and it makes me real depressed and whenever i looked back at how he treated me i just got despondent again and the same old feelings comes back, it's like a viscious cycle of torture i can tell ya... hai.... ying is that how u felt when u like POER? do u feel that u r usually the one making moves ? it's really tiring both mentally and emotionally but i guess i am way worst than u... well these 3 days he is improving bit by bit, he is getting better and i really hope very much that he would improve much more each day... i just have to give ourself a chance and time to elevate our relationship... hmm... sound odd right.. Anyway, there r definitely much more things for me to learn in every steps of this love life, it's just depends on how well i can alter and deviate the situation to the my ideal love path... hmm... am i talking like i am some kind of expert? hmm...i guess i really think too much.. Well before i go on and on and make u guys sleep hehe i better stop talking about love.... it's 530am now and i gonna jump into my bed before i sleep here... hehehe i luv u guys... @MUACK@
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